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August 8th, 2004

09:46 pm - MY LAST DAY hey yall....it's my last day here in good ol' cali. ...we were supposed to go to the beach today but my aunt got her period...ewww sorry i told u that...lol...so instead my uncle took my cousins and me to La Jolla Cove to see the seals...it was more like 'a seal' ...but after that we went ot starbucks and the church's ...which is my fav....now i'm back here...gonna straighten gabbie's hair soon...mine tooo...but on another note...i'm still lookin for that special someone...not alot of guys out here...i'm begining to think that maybe he's not out there..or if he is then WHERE THE HELL IS HE??!!...lol...and another thing thats been on my mind...guys sometimes say that girls get toooo emotionally attached in a relationship and never really is able to let go....but it's true for guys too...i know a guy that cant really let go of his ex...lets call him...BOB..why does BOB still love her if he knows he cant have her?..why does he make her feel guilty by telling her he still loves her?..oh well...what can you do?..u cant force someone to change their feelings about another...on a much happier note..school starts on Thursday and i cant wait to see all my friends again...but it sucks going to a new campus when you dont know your way around...thank god that there is t6he orientation night on Wednesday...but i dont even have my schedule yet...so i cant wait to get home and see yall again...lets hope Zoe and April r home and we can go to the movies...chris says we should hang out when i get back...i'll take him up on his offer...well..later peepz...it might be a while for the next entry cuz my comp at home is broken...i know yall will miss me... ~Lotte Current Mood: sad

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August 7th, 2004

01:22 pm - funny stufff wanna hear somthing funny? ok...before i left for cali i had to check the mail and when i got back there was a condom RIGHT outside my window,next to the bushes...well i picked it up, with a stick duh, and threw it away in my trash can cuz it was the closest...well my mom called me last night and said my dog..dumbass MOSES...ripped up my trash and she found the condom in it.....well dumb me i forgot to take my trash out before we left...anyways..she was like 'Charlotte, is there any thing you want to tell me?" i said "no".. "we then why was there a condom in your trash can?".."well if ound it outside my window before we left for cali and i threw it away!"....'so u didn't use it?"..."NOOO"...."ok alright, i got worried and didn't know"..."i didn't use it, i found it out side and threw it away...thats it"....."ok i believe u...i trust u....so i dont have to worry or anything?"..."no u dont have to worry".....OMG what the hell? does she think i'm a whore and i'm gonna sleep with some one when i'm only 15 YEARS OLD!!!!!! LMAO...i just talked to chris and he said "does she think u had sex before?" i told him.."well maybe..she knows there are a lot of guys form school and RM that lives by us....and she knew that jordan came to the house ALLLLLLLL the time when we were going out...most of the time she was at work..." LMAO!!!!! she almost cried people!! and i was laughing when i got off the phone...god that scared the shit out of me too!!any ways......i just woke up and now i have to shower and get all clean...cant wait till school....i get to see everyone again...and "u know who"..lol...god chris was bugging me to tell him who it was that i liked...but 'i'll never tell' (singsongly);)....lol..anyways...later peepz... ~Lotte Current Mood: surprised

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August 6th, 2004

12:46 pm - blah hmm..just woke up....now we cant go to Magic Mountain cuz Krystle got suspended...dumbass...lol...GOD Uncle Billy must be soooo pissed at her right now....anyways...its off to the beach again o rmaybe me and Gabbi will go to the mall....yesterday was funn....Ate Ludy took me shopping....we got some cute clothes...i'm soo tired from running around all day for the past few days.. ~Lotte Current Mood: blah

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August 4th, 2004

10:32 pm - Busy Day It's a busy day today..Ate Ludy woke me up at 9 and we both went to the Comissary (the Naval Base supermarket) at 32nd and Imperial beach!! We got back to her place and made some GUMBO!!! I'm sooooo tired from going everywhere....Then when Krys came home we went to the movies to see Shrek 2....its funny as heck...she now has her underwear on her head....now she threw it on her bed....ewww gross...well another busy day tomorrow...we r all getting up early and going to IHOP before Krys goes to school...thank goodness she has late start...after that i'm going shopping with Aunte....i'm tired now and no one is on line again!!!!!! AND I HATE TYPING ON A LAPTOP!!!its hard...ne ways....i'm tired a heck....later peepz... ~Lotte Current Mood: exhausted

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August 3rd, 2004

06:22 pm - Today Not a big day today....got up...watched t.v. ...saw 'Darkness falls'....messed around on the computer for a while....played PS2 abit...and talked to Mike. It's been a while since we had a good chat. lol well...as usual i'm just killing time till "somebody"..can't say who.. gets online later tonight! Lookin forward to that!!! ~Lotte Current Mood: anxious

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August 2nd, 2004

07:56 pm - blah blah blah It's a day of relaxation....nothing to do but watch t.v. ...play Road Rage....go swimming.....and thats about it!! R A N D O M - Q U E S T I O N S Your gender:: Female. Straight/Gay/Bi:: Straight. Birthdate:: 10/02/88 Your height:: 5'2 Eye color:: Brown Happy with it?:: Yup Hair color:: dark brown Happy with it?:: very. Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: righty Your living arrangement:: Bro Mom ::Me:: Have any pets?:: 3 dogs Whats your job?:: eh. only 15 Piercings?:: only ears..but not for long..bellybutton soon Tattoos?::NO. but i will have one atleast..later on in life Obsessions?:: Guys Addictions?::COFFEE! Do you speak another language?:: Si. Yo hablo espanol.. Have a favorite quote?:: dunno..i like 'can i be a mongoose dog?' Do you have a webpage?:: no... F A V O R I T E S Color:Pink/Black/lime green Food: anything edible Boys names: Christopher....Bradin.... Girls names: mine...lol...Zoe.. Subjects in school:Lunch* Alcoholic drink: Kaluha..Mudslide w/ no ice... H A V E U E V E R .. Given anyone a bath?:yes..my "nieces"... Smoked?: Nope=) Bungee jumped?: Nah.. Skinny dipped?: Yes Ever been in love?: yes Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?:haha..ah yes a few Pictured your crush naked?: who hasn't.. Cried when someone died?:wtf? you have issues.. Lied: of course Fallen for your best friend?: Nope Rejected someone?: Yes Used someone?: no way Done something you regret.?: many times A R E U .. Understanding?: yes Open-minded: depends. Arrogant: can be. Insecure: nope..well sometimes Random: sometimes... Hungry: not right now Smart: can be..mostly dumb... Moody: yes..what girl isn't Hard working: if i want to be Organized: sure Healthy: for now... Shy: around strangers.. Difficult: around stupid people.. Attractive: lets hope so... Bored easily: yes. im bored right now Responsible?: yah... Obsessed: sometimes. Angry: no Sad: no Happy: YES =) Hyper: Always....!! Trusting:very M O R E R A N D O M Q U E S T I O N S .. In the morning I am: Tired. All you need is: Your Best Friend Love is: Difficult and confusing I dream about: last night....its personal.. Sexual preference:im straight as a line. so what do u think? What do you notice first in the sex you're into: Eyes&Hair& Smile W H O .. Makes you laugh the most: Jordy and Chris Allen.. Makes you smile: friendly people Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: cant say. D O U E V E R .. Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to im you?: not all night..but i've waited an hour or so.. Save conversations: sometimes. Wish you were younger:no. OLDER. 16 =) Cry because someone said something to you?: yeah.. N U M B E R .. Of times I have had my heart broken: once. Of hearts i have broken: at least one...and i'm sorry for it... Guys i've kissed: around 5 or 6 . Of cds i own: dunno..not a lot...10-20 Of scars on my body: alot...mostly Chicken Pox... Of things i regret: too many to count Y O U R T H O U G H T S .. i want: Love. i have: Like. i wish: i was rich i hate: hate i fear: clowns.. i search:uh.. i wonder: how many stupid pot smoking teenagers are tokin' right now. *S P E C I F I C S .. Do you do drugs?: No. What kind of shampoo do you use?: Garnier Fructise.. What are you most scared of?:clowns... Who is the last person that called you?: my mom Where do you want to get married?: Beach! How many buddies are online right now?: 2... What would you change about yourself?: nothing....except being at least an inch or 2 taller... D O Y O U .. GET MOTION SICKNESS?:Helll yeessss HAVE A BAD HABIT?:umm....my leg shakes when i'm nervous or bored GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?: Mostly. M O R E F A V O R I T E S .. TV SHOW: Oc..Blue Collar Comedy tour... CONDITIONER: Garnier Fructise MAGAZINE: Cosmo and Teen People THING TO DO ON THE WEEKEND: Hang Out...relax H A V E Y O U .. BROKEN THE LAW: yah... RAN AWAY FROM HOME: Nope SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE: no MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: many times EVER TIPPED OVER A PORTA POTTY: er no..gotta try that sumtime USED YOUR PARENTS' CREDIT CARD BEFORE: hell no SKIPPED SCHOOL: uhm..yeah during the jogathon... FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: Yes. BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY: no... LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: always! L O V E .. BOYFRIEND: looking... BEEN IN LOVE?: Yes HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE: for sure.. GONE OUT WITH A SOMEONE YOU ONLY KNEW FOR 3 DAYS:nope=) YO U R T H O U G H T S O N .. ABORTION: horrible. TEENAGE SMOKING: gay. SPICE GIRLS: british ho's LIFE: Have Fun Y E S O R N O .. keep a diary: Lj count.. you like to cook: YEEESSS you set your watch ahead: sometimes 10 minutes..haha do you bite your fingernails: not anymore I N T H E P A S T W E E K .. H A V E U .. Cried? no Helped Someone? yes Bought something? yes Gone to the Movies? yes Gone out for Dinner? yes SAID "I LOVE YOU"?: cant remember..ohhh to April..yeah Written a Real Letter?: uh no. Talked to an Ex?: yes Missed an Ex?: yes Written in a Journal?:Lj?! Talked to a crush?: yes had a Serious Talk?: not really Missed Someone?: Yeah. everyone in AZ... Hugged someone?: Yeah. Fought With Your Parents?: No. Fought With a Friend?: nope W O U L D U E V E R .. 16. Get drunk off your ass?: yeeuh! 17. Shoplift?: no 18. Run a red light?: i probably will 19. Star in a porn video?:Hell No.. 20. Dye your hair blue?: Yah!!! if i'm bored 21. Be on Survivor?: uh No. 22. Wear makeup in public?: duh 23. NOT wear makeup in public?: most of the time 24. Cheat on a test?: yes 25. Make someone cry?:done that.. 26. Call your math teacher a motherfucker?: no 27. Kick a baby?: thats disturbing. 28. Date someone more than ten years older than you?: One Man:JOHNNY DEPP! 29. swear at a priest?: eep. no D O U .. Read the newspaper?: use to.. Pray?: a couple times. Go to church?: most of the time.. Talk to strangers who IM you?: yeah..haha. Sleep with stuffed animals?: not nemore.. Take walks in the rain?: YES! Talk to people even though you hate them?: No way. W O U L D O R H A V E U E V E R .. Liked your voice?: yes. Hurt yourself?: uh no. Been out of the country?: yesss Eaten something that made other people sick?: yeh.. Had a medical emergency?: not yet.. Had surgery?: never...=) Gotten beaten up?: nah. Been picked on?: yes. Slept outdoors?: of course Thought about suicide?: yah for like 5 minutes! Pulled an all nighter?: ALWAYS! Gone one day without food?: noooooo..i need food.. Talked on the phone all night?: yeeeup. Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: yup... Slept all day?: yess Made out with a stranger?: nah Had sex with a stranger?: no! Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: yes Been in a mosh-pit?: no Had a nervous breakdown?: yah..haha. B E L I E F S .. Belive in life on other planets?:duh..ALIENS!!! Miracles?: yup Astrology?: yes i dooo Magic?: some. God?: Yes! Satan?: Yes =X Santa?: hahaha nah Ghosts?: YES! god..ahh. Luck?: yup yup Witches?: oh yah Easter bunny?: hop hop hop..no. Believe its possible to remain faithful forever: Yes! Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: yeeuh;) M O R E L O V E .. Do you consider love a mistake?: ncourse not What do you find romantic?: Flowers..surpises..good ones. Turn-on?: brown hair...any color eyes..sense of humor.. Turn-off?: Hairy..and smelly. If someone u had no interest in, had interest in dating u how would u feel?: bad..for a minute..but oh well..sucks to be you.. Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going: knowing them Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out:idc really. Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: yup Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: most likely..lets hope so.. What is best about the opposite sex?: Honesty..Eyes Hair Security! What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: their huge ass heads. What's the last present someone gave you?: a necklace last week.. T H E L A S T P E R S O N .. That haunted you?:ummm... You wanted to kill?: no one That you laughed at?: Gigi That laughed at you?: Gigi That turned you on?: cant say... You went shopping with?: my mom... That broke your heart?: hmm...Matt..you asshole... To disappoint you?: dunno To make you cry?: uhhh To brighten up your day?: uhhhh That you thought about?: My "<3" You saw a movie with?:my cousins and Uncle You talked to on the phone?: my mom You talked to through IM/ICQ?:Chris..(sigh) You saw?: Gabbi..Gigi...Geselle...Ate Lyn You lost?: a STUPID. boy! Are you lonely or content?: half lonely...half content Current Mood: tired

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August 1st, 2004

08:09 pm - blahhhhh Who is Stalking You? LJ Username Sex Male Female Hottie Stud Monster Transvestite Swing Dancer Suspect? Has a Camera in your Bedroom. ins0mni4cs Watches you with a Telescope. stardustbright Has a wall covered in nothing but Pictures of you. ins0mni4cs Has a collection of your Hair and Trash. ins0mni4cs Will MAKE you love them. stardustbright Chance you will be Killed, Stuffed and Mounted by your Friends. - 94% This cool quiz by chainsawclock - Taken 8677 Times. </a> New! Get Free Daily Horoscopes from Kwiz.Biz

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07:19 pm - a longasssss survey from Jordy!! 1) Last dream:i cant really remember mine from last night but some of it is well....personal soo....I'll never tell (singsongly) lol 2) Last car ride: just got back from the beach 3) Last person that kissed you: my Tatay (grandpa) 4) Last person you kissed: ^--same 5) Last good cry: GOOD? i dunno..can't remember 6) Last Missing Library Book: my math bokk from 8th grade..i had to pay $50 for the damn thing 7) Last movie seen:Rush Hour--just a few minutes ago 8) Last Book Read: ummm..does Cosmo count? 9) Last curse word uttered: shit.. 10) Last beverage drank: mountain dew 11) Last Food consumed: ham and cheese sandwhich 12) Last Crush: still crushin'.. 13) Last phone call: my mommy back in AZ 14) Last TV show watched: MTV 15) Last Item Bought: ice cream from Coldstone 16) Last time showered: a few hours ago 17) Last shoes worn: flip-flops 18) Last CD played: Usher 19) Last MP3 Downloaded: none 20) Last vacation: i'm on mine right now..lol 21) Last disappointment: too many.. 22) Last soda drank: mountain dew 23) Last thing written: mountain dew 24) Last key used: w 25) Last word spoken: 'last words spoken' 26) Last trip to the bathroom: right now..brb 27) Last sleep:Lastnight 28) Last IM: Jordy 29) Last song you listened to: yellocard..love them 30) Last time you yelled at someone: a week ago with my bro 31) Last weird encounter: uuhh 32) Last Store Shopped at: the Terminator2 store in Universal Studios 33) Last ice cream eaten: 'cookie doughn't you want some' from coldstone 34) Last time amused: playing w/the seaweed at the beach this morning 35) Last time wanting to die:uhhh 36) Last time you loved somone: year or so ago. 37) Last time hugged: an hour ago 38) Last time kissed on the cheek: an hour ago HAVE YOU EVER 1. Kissed your cousin: yeah...on the cheek 2. Ran away: no 3. Pictured your crush naked: of course 4. Skipped school: yah.. 5. Broken someone's heart: er..yeah 6. Been in love: yes.. 7. Cried when someone died: yeah... 8. Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have: duh 9. broken a bone: no =) 10. done something embarrassing:duh..i'm charlotte..i do that everyday 11. Lied: yes 12. cried in school: sort of. WHICH IS BETTER 13. Coke or Pepsi: Coke. 14. Sprite or 7UP: sprite 15. Girls or Guys: Guys even though they break your <3.. they arent all bitchy 16. Flowers or Candy: Flowers 17. Scruff or Clean shaved: Clean shaved 18. Blondes or Brunettes: doesn't really matter to me...but i like brunettes 19. Bitchy or Slutty: Neither =\ 20. Tall or Short: TALL 21. Pants or Shorts: pants! 22. Night or Day: Night..calmer WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX 23. What do you notice first:Hair&Eyes&Smile 4. Last person you slow danced with:cant remember 25. Worst Question To Ask: gotta be.."how much do you weigh" THE LAST TIME YOU... 26. Showered: i already answered this 27. Stepped outside: 10min ago? 28. Had Sex: ewww..no...gross 29. Romantic memory: ummmm WHAT IS (your favorite)... 30. Your Good Luck Charm: my rings from my mommy..awwww 31. Person You Hate Most: i try not to hate..God hates hate.. 32. Best Thing That Has Happened to you: love. 33. On your desk: this isn't my desk 34. Picture on your desktop: Hawaii...the beach 35. Color: pink..black...and lime green 36. Movie: Pirates of the Carribean &Hott Chick and so much more 37. Band: yellowcard and Frnz Ferdinand 38. Cars: 1968 Ford Mustang 39. Ice Cream: Cold Stone 40. Season: Summer!!! 41. Breakfast Food: an egg mcmuffin from McDonalds WHO 42. Makes you laugh the most: Krys...Gigi... 44. Can make you feel better no matter what: Zoe 45. Has A Crush On You: don't really know..i hope at least someone does..lol 46. Do You Have A Crush On Someone: yes..very much soo... 47. Who Has it easier? Guys..for sure 48. Gives you A Funny Feeling When You See Them: my crush...i miss you DO YOU EVER 49. Sit by the phone waiting for a phone call all night:yeh..blah 50. Save AIM conversations: yes 51. Save E-mails: yes 52. Forward secret E-mails: no 53. Wish you were someone else: not really 54. Wish you were a member of the opposite sex:hell-no 55. Perfume: I <3 Luxe white jasmine 56. Kiss: Yes 57. Cuddle: YEH!..i *heart* it 58. Go online for longer than eight hours at a time: not really HAVE YOU EVER 59. Fallen for your best friend?: nope 60. Made out with JUST a friend?: nope 61. Kissed two people in the same day?: dont think so.. 62. Had sex with two different people in the same day?:No 63. Been rejected: who hasn't 64. Been in love?: Yes 65. Been in lust?: of course 66. Used someone?: nope 67. Been used?: hope not... 68. Cheated on someone?: NEVER... 69. Been cheated on?: Sort of... 70. Been kissed?: Yeah..stop askin the same questions... 71. Done something you regret?: sometimes WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON... 72. You touched?: my cousin 73. You talked to?: ^--same 74. You hugged?: ^--same..Krys... 75. You instant messaged?: Jordy 76. You kissed?: damn...jordan...longass time ago... 77. You yelled at?: my bro 78. You thought about?: my crush... 79. Who text messaged you?: no one 80. Who broke your heart?: my ex..not tellin who... 81. Who told you they loved you?: April...I love you tooo.... DO YOU... 82. Color your hair?: I have 83. Have tattoos?: not yet..but i will... 84. Have piercings?: ears..belly button soon! 85. Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: no..(sigh)... 86. Own a webcam?: no 87. own a thong?: of course 88. ever get off the damn computer?: hahha yah 89. Sprechen Sie Deutsch?: huh? no comprende... 90. Habla espanol?: Si yo hablo MUCHO espanol. 91. Quack?: MOO HAVE YOU / DO YOU / ARE YOU... 92. Stolen anything?: Yes..*sniff sniff* 93. Smoke?: umm...no.... 94. Schizophrenic?: i think so... 95. Obsessive?: yes 96. Compulsive?: no 97. Obsessive compulsive?: only with my hair 98. Panic?: yah.. 99. Anxiety?: yea 100. Depressed?: sort of.. ( ABOUT YOURSELF ) SIGN: Libra NATURAL HAIR COLOR: brown CURRENT HAIR COLOR: brown EYE COLOR: Brown BIRTHPLACE: somewhere in the Phillipppines ( FAMILY ) PARENTS: Adel..Mom SIBLINGS: 1 bro LIVE WITH: stupid people...sometimes FAVORITE RELATIVE: cousins...Krys..Gabbi..Gigi.. ( FAVORITES ) NUMBER: 27 and 2 COLOR: PINK BLACK LIME GREEN DAY: STAURDAY! MONTH:OCTOBER SONG: ONLY ONE_YELLOWCARD SEASON: SUMMER SPORT: FOOTBALL VEGGIE: carrots CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT?: BOTH!! CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE?: Hot choc-o-late! MILK, DARK, OR WHITE CHOCOLATE?: Milk and White VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE?: Vanilla Would You Ever.. 1. Eat a bug?: yes...depends on which kind 2. Bungee jump?: HELL YAH! 3. Hang glide?: maybe 4. Kill someone?: no 5. Have sex with someone you don't love?: no 6. Kiss someone of the same sex?: no..maybe... 7. Have sex with someone of the same sex?: fuck no 8. Parachute from a plane?: hell...no..affraid of planes.. 9. Walk on hot coals? : hmm..gotta think about that one..maybe.. 10. Go out with someone for their looks?: yah..maybe.. 11. For their reputation?: nope 12. Be a vegetarian?:i would try and then i would fail 13. Wear plaid with stripes?: NO FASHION FAUX PA 14. IM a stranger: yeh 15. Sing karaoke?: YEAH! 30. Take a job as a janitor?: NOOOOO 31. Wear a tho-tho-tho-tho-thong?: DUH! 32. Stay up all through the night?: ALWAYS! 33. Drink straight espresso?: yes..i love that shit... Current Mood: exhausted

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05:26 pm - The Beach Today we all went to Coronado Beach. What fun that was. Of course, Uncle Rod fell asleep in the sun but he didn't get burned! The rest of us got a pretty good tan. Gabbi and I needed it because of our 'Michael Jackson' skin! lol....I hope my skin stops peeling before school. god i'm soooo tired!! i'm still in my swimsuit waiting for Gabbi to get out of the bathroom!.....thats about it.... ~lotte Current Mood: exhausted

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July 31st, 2004

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July 29th, 2004

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